This week’s krasey fitness update is all about frustration, and how it reared its ugly head this week.
Here I am at week 6, waging a battle against my own mind. On the one hand, I am 100% proud at having committed myself to this new lifestyle of fitness and clean living. On the other, I continue to second-guess myself, to look in the mirror and not only dislike, but loathe what I see. I work my butt off, spend an hour and a half in the gym every day, and still I am soft and misshapen, doughy and bulbous. I look in the mirror, at the numbers, and wonder when I will get to the point where I like what I see. The point where I can show my body off with pride.
If I keep pushing through and telling myself that I will get where I want to be, in due time, it will happen, won’t it?
When I first embarked on this journey and began sharing my weekly fitness updates, I made a promise to myself and all of you that I would stay completely and totally honest. This past week was one fraught with frustration, and thus this post is peppered with those feelings.
Has anyone else experienced such a rut? What got you past it, if anything?